Sorry about last night but the gig is having hiccups

Sorry about last night into early morning had to just do OTA(over the air) radio rather than our streamer. Reason, while I’m paying for 100 plus super internet, our upload speed barely is scratching 20mbps. As such there needs to be a review, of the service we get now from Comcast, to see if it can be improved.

Okay that said, had a great visit with a new prospect for a pin up and maybe on air, and while she and her hubby seems eager, the fact is I am feeling like she’ll drop out as well. Going to explore some other contacts for some help in finding help for HazzardAyre.

There has long been this deep need of mine to get tight with gals in nylons and tights. Never have gotten a clear reason why, but put the right gal with the right look in slinky hose and you have me at your complete control. Maybe it was the Dukes gig, maybe even before that in my preteen years, and while only one of my SheWolvez ever gave me full intake to the point the need was satisfied, I have yet to find one that will duplicate that. Miss Dixie Diesel 93, and of course Erin, did the same. Give the kid enough cake and sweets , the kid will get their fill and not want more for awhile. I’m the same way with a gal in nylons. Again few have gave me so much that I got tired of it.

As reported earlier in the week, Tuesday night into early morning Wednesday, my son Leroy passed away from complications of a birth defect and MS. And while I know he is better off than he was on Earth in Heaven with our Heavenly Father, still at 15 years old, a Junior Wolf, and a Junior CAP member Leroy was just gaining altitude in the flyte of life. Leroy could write computer code, plus was a tech wiz. He could rip a computer apart faster than some graduate techs. Leroy was in love with flying, aviation technology , he also loved horses. I met Leroy’s mom Marla just after the full separation of me and Suzi. We clicked and had I been more of kicking the Montgomery Foundation to the curb and moved to Oregon, I’d still be with Marla, but this was 1987 then, I still as now had the mission to the Hazzard Knytes(Knytes-of-Anarchy) as well as to my own company, and fighting the enemies in Idaho , was easier than fighting new authorities. Towing is about as much to do with politics as it does with how fast you can clear the accident or disabled vehicle scene. This was about the same time Hazzard County CSA was being planned, long before Ben Jones built Cooter’s Place. Same idea.

I’m dealing with Leroy’s passing as best as I can, if I keep myself busy, I don’t think about it, but late at night Wednesday into Thursday morning I kept having bad dreams, and I actually cried , something this old Wolf hasn’t done in many centons.

Having to go to the Bishop again for rent money is going to be hard if possible at all. I’d have had money, but I need to be at Leroy’s funeral, so its bus ticket time, plus lodging. True I could stay with my xyl and her new dude, but that’d be really awkward.

I get out of Ogden at 14:30 hours, into Irrigon Oregon, at 21:00 hours, snag a room and a ride, then go to the viewing Saturday morning, then funeral on Monday.

I wanted to pound a bottle of Jack Daniels last night to numb my brain, but stayed at the station here, and zoned out on music.

Any flyte, I’m headed to the Wolf’s Shack until noon catching some sleep, then hoofing it to the bus station in Ogden. Then its time away. Going to try to catch LDS conference on TV and radio, but I’m really hurting without a real solid shoulder to cry on.

TTYLY

Quote of the Day out of Anarchy Comes order

1 Peter 1:3“[Praise to God for a Living Hope] Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,” Brought to you by BibleGateway.com. Copyright (C) . All Rights Reserved.

Will she be back? Questions for a new day

sO WAS IN A PRODUCTION SESSION, when this gal who called on the pin up girl gig, and her guy pal walks in. Funny door must have been open. So we talked, and she says she’ll be back, we see. Many say they will but don’t. Was not going to mention the stocking stuff, but hey if she didn’t run(no pun intended) on that then she’s good for being a one of the SheWolvez. If she does wouldn’t be a great loss. I’m fighting for survival. The station partly, me fully.

TTYLY

Quote of the Day:
In matters of conscience, the law of the majority has no place.
--“Mahatma” Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi

1 Peter 1:3“[Praise to God for a Living Hope] Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,” Brought to you by BibleGateway.com. Copyright (C) . All Rights Reserved.

If you call be for real I hate teasers.

I just hate teasers. These people looking for and needing work, who would stand on their heads in a pouring snow storm if it was for an audition for The Voice or American Idol, or swallow flames for America’s Next Top Model, when they call us here at HazzardAyre its like say what?

I don’t quite understand it, yes there are scammers and fakes and worse, and while I wont say the Knytes or any member of the Wolf-Pack are choir boys , but I’ve never seen a member yet hurt someone especially female, yet, at least physically. So what’s the problem.

Sure the entry money is not all that great, $100.00 to $300.00 an on camera hour isn’t much , but considering that being on camera for the club in promotion of the radio station’s website and the network/show is a springboard to a talent contract in excess of $300,000.00 and a step into our movie projects , one would think getting to us, and at least leaving a real phone number or a real email address so we could respond to their inquiry would be right up there with an audition for the Voice, seeing as we pay more on an entry level than any and I mean ANY of those shows, if the applicant proves her worth.

Then there is HazzardAyre Radio itself. Granted we are a bit off plumb for some of these Yankee, women and all to get with, but hey where is anyone in radio as picky as it is these days to get a on air LIVE radio co anchor host entry job, making a minimum of $30.00 an hour? Okay so maybe looking for a size 7 hot red head, with Daisy Duke legs is a reach, and why does looks count, hey its Hazzard based, its on TV as well as on radio albeit streaming right now, so yes looks count. While I can see the hesitation of some thinking that what is gold may be just lead, I also know what this tiny radio gig can do when it gets mad or gets serious. I also have seen how fast we are growing and what’s on the HUD(Heads-up-Display) since HazzardAyre was created in 2011 HazzardAyre Radio went from an idea to one of the most feared and respected radio again albeit streaming internet radio, but feared and respected radio shows on the web and certainly on air.

The reason for a gal? Simple it works, it worked for Stern (Howard Stern) with his female co-anchor/side kick, Robin Quivers, it’ll work here too. Get a southern belle type who can talk the talk and walk the walk of the biker/trucker/aviation community, to sit in 3 times a week and rake in serious cash. And yet, calls come in, but no real responders and fake numbers and all that are not real.

Okay then enuff of that.

HazzardAyre Radio got its green light for being a trial network on XM/Sirius satellite, likewise, will go on over the air on an old station’ channel located in Tremonton Utah. As well as our primary filing in Woodruff Utah.

Further details coming in another article.

For those that read this looking to be involved with HazzardAyre, if your serious call or contact us, if not just go away, a $50k maybe audition on the Voice or America’s Next Top Model might be the avenue for you. Bottom line put up or shut up.

TTYLY

Quote of the Day:
Who in their right mind would ever need more than 640K of RAM!?
--Bill Gates, 1981

Proverbs 29:25“Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.” Brought to you by BibleGateway.com. Copyright (C) . All Rights Reserved.

 

This will make Sturgis look like a backyard Barbeque

Not just bikes and bikers, nor just OTR trucks and truckers , but all road warriors and Dukes of Hazzard fans, and Southern Activists , it is Sturgis with a southern Mountain West twist.

To be held at the Golden Spike Fairgrounds Ogden Utah, in the fall of 2015 it is the illustrious Hazzard Nationals – aka- DukesFest West. Food, music, rides a celebration of everything southern rebel , Babes, Booze, rydes. This is just fresh in the HazzardAyre News Room.

Watch here for more Deets, this is the event. The Sturgis Rally was the king, The Hazzard Nationals will make the Sturgis Rally look like a backyard picinic.

ttyly

Quote of the Day:
A new study shows that licking the sweat off a frog can cure depression. The down side is, the minute you stop licking, the frog gets depressed again.
--Jay Leno

Proverbs 29:25“Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.” Brought to you by BibleGateway.com. Copyright (C) . All Rights Reserved.

Failure to observe and believe

So yesterday ended well. As I found myself rolling into my driveway , here came my home teacher. Coincidence? Perhaps, but more like urged inspiration.

Not saying the church that I call home is bad or that I shouldn’t go there, but and there’s always a butt, I must have looked the fright. See I had a good load of of my favorite plant in my jaw and sipping on a good bottle of Mountain Dew, so my home teacher must have been impressed. Although not saying anything , but I’m sure there was a mental note made.

I’m not saying that consuming brew or chew is right or wrong, after all Proverbs says: 31-verse 6, “Give beer to those who are perishing, wine to those in anguish, verse 7 goes onto say : “ let them drink and forget their poverty and remember their misery no more” There’s a similar verse in the Church’s own D&C, Part 89, you have to find it but the same idea is there. Likewise the many things I feel is up to interpretation like it says , not to drink hot drink, the words Caffeine, Coffee, or Tea, are not even mentioned, nor is not to consume cannibus, although that can be taken to your liking or not.

Now understand, I’m not condemning or saying the gospel teachings of the church are wrong. I myself have read every book of the church, including but not limited to the B-O-M, D&C, Pearl Of Great Price. I have a firm testimony that all is true there. I have had both inspiration and confirmation of those teachings. As I myself under some serious life threat and sickness situations have gotten, some visual as well as whispering from angels that the church’s teachings are real and true. I also think that back in the early days of the church things were true, and there was understanding. However like many things, when things grow faster than a dandelion weed, it gets full of red tape and acts more like a corporation , rather than the arms and hands of Jesus.

Our southern brethren are of the life of God himself, they don’t call the deep south the bible belt for nothing. You can’t go into many true Confederate homes and not find a bible(without dust on it) on the table. Us southerners tip our hats to women, and honor and praise women to their expertise. After all ever find a man, who can calm a fussy child, clean house, plan meals, and maintain a home? Men just do not have the patience or stamina to do what women do, and as such, I’m in belief that women should be allowed to gain elevation in the church, even to the post of a Bishop. Why not? While 1st Timothy tells us that women should be seen and not heard, evolution has made it to where many women would better suited for such a place in the church. Think of this, filling out a form, for food assistance for those needing such from the church. Women, would in most cases fill that order more properly since in many homes, women make the meals, women just are smarter. Although modern science says that girls growing up in schools are no longer smarter than boys. Girls do not mature these days until about age 30, boys mature into men near 25. Of course Marines mature faster and Confederate Marines at age 19.

This weekend will bring the gazillion population growth into Utah. Otherwise known as Church General Conference. Which I will watch and absorb, as I do everytime. But my question is this, with the many speakers will such happenings as the grand protest of the gal pushing for equality in authority of the church between women and men? Will the messages really be understood, and will all the newcomers to the church understand what hey are hearing? Will they obey, will they carry on those things being taught, and will church officers right down to local Bishops, and Primary leaders absorb those lessons and speeches? Will those authorities apply those teachings? I’ll let you be the judge.

Now yesterday my local Bishop, was attacking my southern integrity. So lets explore this a minute.

First my ex-roomy, moves in my home. Pays below all asking money amounts , but out of southern kindness I let him move in. After a time plagued with serious problems by my urging, I tell Jeff to go see the Bishop of our Ward, being kind and all that our Bishop is. So in came the missionaries. It was like the church rolled out a red carpet, the Church paid not only Jeff’s rent to our joint landlord, but bought Jeff a new bed, gave him furniture, and one Ward counselor (who manages a bar) gives Jeff a job and now Jeff works for Deseret Industries. Me ? Another story. Now dig this fellow brethren, Jeff has seriously used the Church, for his own gain. I only go to the Church when its survival, not luxury.

It’s like next Sunday I have to ask, the Bishop for another help in my rent, since I had to pay the utility bills on the place I rent. But its getting old and change is on the HUD(Heads Up Display) of my life after the holidays. Another article for another time.

But how can the Bishop and church, go to the extremes they have for Jeff, a convert to the church, when the Bishopric and all must know that Jeff is not walking in the right steps of our Heavenly Father. I myself was nearly thrown out of the Hazzard Ward of the Church in Idaho, for living with my then soon to be SheWolf. Yet the church here tolerates Jeff having his live in fiancé and children. Of all mine there was a ring on the lady before commencement of personal relations.

Okay then enough of that for as is written , I shall not judge, but I do make observations. In my mind , that what Jeff is doing is pure Blaspheme not Christian, but hey , I’m a Confederate Marine and wear my colors proudly.

More later,

TTYLY

 

Quote of the Day:
While the price of freedom and security is high, it is never too high!
--George W. Bush
(I bet he never complains about taxes)

Proverbs 29:25“Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.” Brought to you by BibleGateway.com. Copyright (C) . All Rights Reserved.

 

Post Follow-up Are we really alone?

So I was in a thought pattern last week that I tried to break out of, and one night actually a week ago today, where I flat could not breathe. My air supply had just stopped. With no hot water in the house I stumbled around, got a sauce dish filled it with water and nuked it for 6 all too long minutes then just breathed in the steam, soon I got the phlegm out of my throat to be able to breathe. Finally my neighbors across the street came over gave me a gin and funny water, to open my bronchial tubes and I was then okay, but I thought, what if I had just flat died? What if due to being totally alone something I tried to cure by getting a roomy, but that went sour on many levels.

While I hear and digest and I’m not making out anyone or anybody to be a bad guy, or anything, my Ward as great as they are, only thinks that I go to the Bishop when I need money for something. Outside of the Bishop, nobody and this is nothing new , but nobody else from the Ward has driven up to see if I’d died or was okay.

Monday nights are of course Family Home Evening. In my view we are our brothers(and sisters) keepers, thus our families. How about someone taking time to invite or go to a home bound person on Mondays, and praying, maybe taking over a stew?

Yet and many would say that drinking alcohol is bad in the churches eyes and it is sort of, beyond financial, my neighbors across the street, come over, invite me over we sing songs jam on tunes, I drink maybe two cocktails, but they have made me feel more welcome than the Ward has.

Okay I have not gone to church. There’s several reasons, one is my former roomy is there. Not wanting to relive that I sit elsewhere, but I get to feeling even lonelier sitting in the chapel and seeing families, and yet I go home only to the four walls I left at 7:00AM for church.

There have been talks from one end of the Churches leadership to the other, of going to those in the Wards and Stakes and saying want to go to a meeting? If someone and I include myself here, but if one is not going to church there’s a reason, its called feeling like an outsider and outside of the Bishop, few saying come sit next to us. Welcome, and not just that cold handshake at the entrance to the chapel doors.

Now thinking here and it has opened my eyes a bit, but dig this, I have been giving a bunch of thought on moving to either Evanston Wyoming or immediate area, or near my kin folk in Grace/Soda Springs Idaho. I did give some thought on Twin Falls, but that’s not doable right now. In all those locations, Charlie at A1 would call, come over, get me and put me to doing something, at his shop, in one of his tow trucks, and I’d get out of there with a $50.00 in my pocket, beyond that Charlie would invite me to his house for dinners, Christmas, New Years. Here, nothing. I celebrated my birthday this past year all by myself. Club member not deployed come by, when I have a phone of course Cousin Claude and 2nd Cousin Gordon will come by or call, as they should, but I say to our Bishop, and others, make going to Church a Welcome experience, not something obligatory. It says in 2nd Paul, on such things as paying tithing which I can’t even spare right now, but allow the person(me) feel comfortable and easy about turning over money, not something your required to do, or are obligated to. My response to many of these things is simply, if the Bishop and all needs me to pay tithing etc, help me get my tow truck here, help me get my car back, help me with the simple things like my gas bill so I can take a shower, and stay warm without having to turn on the oven, for 4 hours a night. Then I can pay tithing. If I’m not going to the storehouse, how hard is it for the Bishop or the whoever to drop by with a gift card from someplace that sells gas, so I can go to the storehouse.

Beyond that, how about someone from the Ward, not the Bishop, just dropping by and chatting and seeing if I’m alive? My view is , if I put out my hand for friendship, and it gets slapped away too many times, I’m not to keen on putting it back out there.

TTYLY

Quote of the Day:
All good books are alike in that they are truer than if they had really happened.
--Ernest Hemingway

Matthew 5:11-12““Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” Brought to you by BibleGateway.com. Copyright (C) . All Rights Reserved.

So you question my Southern Integrity ?

So I got back here to the office. I want to personally thank our mc brethren and wolf-pack brethren for your kind words during this time for me.

When I got the call that my son in Oregon had just went into a coma I was in the middle of giving the boot to the last roomy I’ll ever have. Not only did the roomy not pay his half of rent but only paid a portion of the full power bill. Talk about failure to completion.

So the last two weeks have not been kind to the old wolf. Now then I get this email from the my Bishop, questioning my southern integrity. First it has to do with going to the store house to work off the financial aid they have gave, but I had until this morning no gas. How was I going to go to the storehouse? Walk? That’d kill me or near so. Then there is the point of even going to church, last Friday as I was waiting on a call from Marla my xyl mother of my son in Irrigon Oregon , Leroy. Leroy was born with a birth defect and contracted spinal bifida. As such him going into a coma is very serious. But one of the 1st counselors of the ward I’m in stopped by with a missionary. Then last Sunday had every intention of going to church, but the downpour of rain, no fuel, couldn’t go. Did any of the church people think, “ Hey I’ll go get Pat and give him a ride to church” nope. I discussed at length, with the Bishop keys to going through the Temple, tithing and all , still intend to do so, but my son is takes priority. The only reason I’m here right now is trying to complete paperwork, and catch up on club duties, so I can go up on Friday to bury my son, who passed away Tuesday night at 23:30 Hours MST.

But there’s more to this than just my son, or my not going to church. Right now I’m pinching every nickel so tight the buffalo pees. I’ve got a mini truck that is very much on its last legs, I’ve got my tow truck still in Idaho, that needs to be paid for, my Subaru still at 1st Stop Auto in Layton. But outside of rent on the house which I can barely pay this month, and yet the Bishop, can’t be bothered to even swing by the house, to offer a bit of help on paying the heat gas so I can take a bath and keep warm, or offer to help on my steel horses so I can get around including going to the storehouse to work off hours, nor has he sent over anybody to suggest any solutions even if it is a ride to see the Bishop concerning these things.

Then of course there is the situation of me getting to Oregon to at least bury my son, I can swing it if I hold off on Comcast for a few weeks.

There are priorities in ones life. Of course renewing our promises and all with our Father in Heaven, as well as his son Jesus Christ. There is the sacred promises I made with the mc,(motorcycle Club) that are important, then there are those priorities such as LexiBelle, my car and being able to even get here to the office.

Of those pretty much in order , If our Heavenly Father wanted me in church last Sunday he’d have turned off the rain or sent someone by to give me a ride. My health does not allow for long walking. Between my heart, and DVT, walking is not recommended for long stretches. And yet does anyone come by from the church and suggest giving me a ride?

Don’t ever question my integrity or my resolve. Quite frankly the mood I’m in anyway, I’m looking very serious at moving to either the extreme southeast corner of Idaho or southwestern Wyoming.

TTYLY

Quote of the Day:
Keep your fears to yourself, but share your inspiration with others.
--Robert Louis Stevenson

Matthew 5:11-12““Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” Brought to you by BibleGateway.com. Copyright (C) . All Rights Reserved.