So there I was, sitting on the back of LiL Wolf, after hush puppies, catfish and tater salad with some buttermilk to go with it, and so did my weekly check around. First Ricky, at home in bed, good, next Videl , then out of the blue , thought call Cuzzin Bud.
Found out the man passed away Saturday night. type1 Diabetes amongst other things. A strong man , strong willed with character that would rival any church or any other religious or community authority or leader.
Over the last few days been thinking a lot about my elderly cousin. Riding horses, Bud’s dearest hobby, or him doing something involving golf.
In my eyes , cousin Bud was a facilitator. meaning over the years from 1991 to 2003 just before AyreWolf Aviation was formed which saved my butt, and also partly arranged by Bud, thing is Bud controlled my purse strings. There were times he and I would have near knock down drag it out fights over money. There were times, I know Bud took some side payments, and bought things that never I was knowledgeable of. The Saturn he bought for his kid Joe, then repossessed and I drove it for about a year. Thing was if we’d done what I wanted to do, I’d still have the car. That John Eagan screwed me in the ass with Bud applying the grease. But hey life in the big city. Then he bought that new Chevy Impala, guess who paid for that? Now at the end the proper thing would be for the family to give it to me, but oh well, that’s minor.
I’m sure that over the years there were times he’d just as much wanted to kick my ass as I did his, but I also knew that when push come to shove, Bud would come through, albeit at times reluctantly.
What’s been weird with this is this. I have been having dreams of a out of body away from planet exchanges here. Saturday night, in my dream Bud and I was having our usual fuss fights. Then he got peaceful and it seemed as if things got sorta pixie state.
It’s hard to explain. Everytime Bud has been in deep shit health wise. I felt it and dreamt it in Rupert when I lived there and he was on his way out then, but guess he had stuff to do with me so he stayed is my only conclusion. But any way then I thought I should be there beside him. But his daughters, my second cousins, said I didn’t have to be there. That’s been a bit over a year and a half ago.
it’s also why that bitch in Idaho Falls took over payee duties, that I’m still digging out of. How anybody can fuggle things up that bad is beyond me. Granted she had more than me, but how can you send the same people two months in a row the same amounts but for the wrong things? Then telling a realtor that she was not going to pay for Knytes Hall? Bullshit, Bud would have had that paid for and me moved in. Then there’s the cable bill. Where did the money go? The money did not go to cable, I’m just now paying it off. and all because of $38.00 which Rebecca Boston did not pay, I did not know and lost my connection to the world. If she’d have told me, I could have bummed the money from Charlie. Which is why Charlie is now the payee and I live in Twin Falls.
Okay on that, and will delve more into it later, As of Monday the paper work is about to be filed for the LPFM of ours, KDXB is closer to reality than ever.
More in the PM
L8R
Quote of the Day:
Forgiveness is not an occasional act: it is a permanent attitude.
--Dr. Martin Luther King
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