Sunday, sitting at the Wolf’s Lair trying to make sense out of last week and life in general.
Got a email, from Nancy, saying she has had crapaplenty in her world as well. The only thing I can say, is if I could help, I would, but no can find shop I can afford to go out on my own, trying to figure out if I even want or need to do anything in the valley , and just kick back, take a long hiatus and just enjoy life, no toew, no radio, no bike, no club, just kick back, God and I and let life go by enough to get the Wolf-Pack together enough to get out of here and be gone permanently. Just as I felt in Burley, I’m looking into having my birthplace changed. I do not want one damn thing that say’s I’m now or ever have been anything Idaho, or at least this half of Idaho.
Yesterday I gave this problem of the radio station over to God, and figure if he wants it here now, he’ll put the tools in my hands. If not there’ll be somebody with that $200K in their pocket that shows up, buys the license, frequency, and CP. Then I can truly say goodbye Tragic Valley.
Of course been staying inside until, 22:00 hours, by then I can open the front door as the AC here don’t work, and Charlie isn’t in a big hurry to fix it. But I’m looking at RedFish Lake next week, with a fishin pole, no computer and only a member or two of the club, but not here.
Then saw a posting by Tammy, great, except didn’t she toss me to the wind, I always wonder, about some of these gals. They are either married or good as well as. Yet they circle the old Wolf. I have always said, if a gal, wants me its very simple, Nylons, heels, and ya’ll can get the rest. its how I know that the whomever has listened to me not just heard or read my blogs here, but see life as I do.
Whether it be Nancy, whether its Tammy , no not nose candy Tammy that lead me back here to begin with as far as she is concerned, a 12 gauge is the only forgiveness there. I was making money had a great studio, all the gear, money you name it, then she gets in a pickle with a shade tree guy pal, they get busted in Wyoming for spreading out nose candy, decide to move to Buhl, so I followed thinking the shade tree guy pal was a bro, not guy toy.
But no I thought the Tammy I met online ,I thought was part of a family of which there was a little spitfire hotter than a 2 dollar pistol she was, but was divorced of that person. It, ought to be that if you divorce, give the guy back his name, just like if you buy a car you have to give back the plates, so you don’t get arrested for something they do under your name. So any way I start out the month with the radio gig in limbo, at least as far as the Tragic Valley, more so for me, but I will say that I’m going to be selfish, going to spend money on my rides, my hide(new pants) and me. I’m done with supporting the River in any way, they ain’t even been over. Last week that congregation was out doing odd jobs in a way so they could get a toe in the door to preach. But did they even once, come by the Wolf’s Lair? I had mentioned that I needed help putting in the gas tank on LexiBelle, but no stop, no visit from either pastor No bringing over a can of Skoal, Box of Goody’s or even sending someone over to haul me or offer to haul me to church. Nothing . And I’m supposed to be okay with this? This is a fellowship of our mighty God? Or a socialistic assembly of a selected few that use the word of God for some other purpose. At least the LDS Church sends someone around once in awhile to say howdy and can we do something for you. Not saying snuff of pain med, but they’ll take ya’ll to church, pray with you , I can say right now it wouldn’t take me much to slide back in there, after all I do still hold my priesthood, Guaranteed once I get relocated back down near Pocatello, or immediate area I’m doing that, maybe there is still some ignitable fumes in that gas tank, ya’ll think? Any mile, door closed to hold out the 92 degrees and not caring much about anything beyond that.
From now I on I do for Patrick, somebody beyond the club wants something from me, show me the money or reward, or else keep walking.
L8R Ya’ll
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