If it don’t kill ya, it just makes you stronger or so its said

As the nyte rolls in the city, the mystical spirits gain flyte and peace once again assembles to make dreaming possible.

This town is no longer the party town it once was, and sadly I’m not in a mood or even a feeling to preserve it, especially after the past 48 hours.

Wednesday night I was awakened by Charlie about a unlabeled Durango. I suppose its another one of those cases of idiocy that is being a Yankee, something I’ll never claim and discard every chance I get.

I have this feeling of, asking just what is being a Christian? Is being a Christian, treating your fellow person kindly, having understanding, compassion, love and being there when your needed. Is being a Christian only giving or thinking that the path should go both ways? If so I saw one friendship burn up faster than a Zeke being flamed over the Solomons.

Our now exsister Nancy, decides to scrub me on her Facebook page as a sign of get the heck away, no problem, been there done this, many times before. But shouldn’t there be a bit more compassion, understanding and love from one who is supposed to be of the Lord? Over a mere miscommunication between , myself, Shawn at A1 and her? And its adios brother.

This is not what I call, being a Christian. Maybe further study on both of our parts is required but another one of those omens that I now am hearing more, that who cares about this pee ant valley. After all outside of 5 3 of which are both very inactive members of the club as well as being deployed. The club isn’t here much anymore, although the one I depend on I’m thankful for from last night. Could you imagine and I can, what could and would have with my blood clot last night. I’d not be here right now. Family? Really? None. Gains in business for Dixie Toewing, or Hazzard County Choppers? Hasn’t really gotten better in 4 years. National economy ? No that’s not it, its too much pride and too much mule attitudes. Bottom line I have no real reason to bust my ass for any this area any more. So the task, get things in a way so I can say it was not fun, I’m not going away mad, just going away, and hopefully never to return.

Its Fathers Day Sunday, know what I can’t even see my son, or he visit with me. Why, nearly broke after paying bills and all, there’s no room for anything enjoyable. If you think going to the River Fellowship is any more enjoyable as it once was, forget about it. On that, I noticed the big guy at the River’ TV station that does the night news every night from there, wasn’t there. How many times do you need to smack someone over the head to say hey I’ll do the newscast. Naw I don’t need to be part of that phony outfit. Rather, go to the ponds aside the Snake River where the Knytes meet every Sunday. At least I know those assembled are one in thought, mind, spirit, and friends and yes brothers and sisters I can trust.

Like I said at the start here, if it don’t kill you, it’ll just make you stronger. As for me I’m through, I’m tending to the club, A1, and me, anybody else , going to have to do some kissing up to me to fix anybody else's’ ride, at least on this side of the Canyon.

See ya’ll on the radio in the morning.

Kapah

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Who in their right mind would ever need more than 640K of RAM!?
--Bill Gates, 1981

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Some weeks you can’t make anybody happy

Some weeks even days you can’t make anybody happy.

Isn’t it great that God loves me.

So Nancy I guess calls Shawn or Shawn called Nancy, any way here’s the deal straight from the Wolf.

Awhile back Nancy comes to me says her half bred Dakota, aka Durango, had a problem. Brakes etc, so I go ask one of Charlie’s guys Shawn if he’d look at it, he says he would if she’d get it in there. Okay, so after several weeks, she gets in touch and we take it over to 305 shop. So we get it there. It sits for days, Rick and I look it over and a few other club members looked it over, but the idea was to throw Charlie and company some business and do Sis, a favor at the same time.

So then over a period of several weeks Shawn and I had a tiff, so he wasn’t into doing the critter, at first, but started into it yesterday. Not that I hadn’t tried to give him the key to the dang thing, but Shawn was never there.

Of course over the weekend of Charlie reading that big tirade over Facebook from that Leslie and me, thinking it was Nancy being pee-owed at me, all the time just trying to help all too many people. I’m very upset and apologetic, that things got messed up, but these things were beyond my control. I can only do what I can do, or bring some people together, whatever happens afterwards is something I can’t fix.

Then there’s the housekeeping thing, Charlie is well aware of Nancy’ ability and availability , as both Wayne and I told Charlie on multiple occasions at the shop on Osterlo about Nancy, Charlie said he’d give her a call when he had a major cleaning job. My job too at the yard big shop is cleaning the head and office, which is my duty to A1 as well as going on a few tow calls etc. As I try to tell all too many that hear but do not listen, I run, own and operate DIXIE TOEWING. not A1. Repeat I own and operate DIXIE TOEWING, A1. As such I have responsibilities to Dixie, as well as to the club, with this dang radio station.

But the stress and all that brought me to pain last night and all is making an already sore spot much more painful, and while I don’t know who yet and hey it might take as long as another year, but me being a 300 some odd mile round trip from here for me being away may be what God ordered.

Take the whole move here in early 2008.

There are omens or promptings whatever label, but there are times God is telling you up front, don’t do this.

When I first came over to look at the deal in Hammett over the nuke power plant there, the tail pipe and muffler falls off at Tuttle, 1st warning by God, as to don’t do this. But I went ahead, then half way back to Pocky, the rest of the tail pipe to the cat falls off, Warning number two, then just shy of Coldwater, tires blows, lug strips, had to call out a tire truck, thank God really I got off as Bud used his credit card and all was okay, but God was saying don’t move over to Goon’s Ferry. But the guy wasn’t going to refund the 1st months rent or deposit and my place in Pocatello was already rented to someone else so I was stuck.

Then when Charlie took over the duties as payee for my SSI funds, I told Charlie I did not want to move to Twin Falls as bad crap always happens to me there. But Charlie says, move over here, he’d keep me busy with odd jobs and instead of pay, he’d fill my fuel tank and help with things once in awhile. In short, Dixie had to move back to Bliss and Gooding so I run that from there, I live in Twin trying to be servant to Charlie, and club, through the radio gig, and then I meet Nancy.

Now understand the Nancy deal was to be a no personal get involved anything deal. Rick has a few housekeepers, I figured for $40.00 or $60.00 a month, Nancy could come in do the house, wash my clothes etc, as I just never got around to it. But then Nancy and I grew closer. Thing is I do not do well in mix ups with women. That’s why the club hires all models through an agency, considering the gig over last Christmas and all. Funny though I had no problems with women anywhere else except here, must be something in the air in the Tragic Valley or something.

So then one night Nancy, was saying something was wrong with her Durango, thinking I’d shoot some business to Charlie, and help Nancy at the same time , I hit up Shawn about fixing Nancy’s ride. But Nancy kept not bringing the Durango over, so that by the time we got the Durango over to Shawn he already had things of other customers ahead of the Durango. Sure Rick, me, the club members looked it over, but it was Shawn’ s project. In all I got caught up in between trying to help a friend and serving a friend at the same time, and now I catch heck over it.

Quite frrankly, I’m done. My nerves and spirit have been injured, it’ll take time to heal. I’m done with the River, just going to do what I gotta do, to get me, Lexibelle, and Wolf-truck outta here, give the radio gig duty over to Ron, in Bliss, and forget this valley is even here.

Like I said some weeks, one can’t please everybody, except God and I try, but I always ask God, why?

After all as it is in the Knytes code, it is, God, club, charter, confederate nation, then family, everything else is just , if I get time and I know I wont get kicked in the head, in the process.

Any way friends, after all of this, taking the weekend off, unwinding, see all club members at services at the ponds.

L8R ya’ll

 

Quote of the Day:
Encouragement is like a premium gasoline - it helps to take knocks out of living.
--Anonymous

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You’d think there’s a real news feature here, but Times News and others are blind and deaf.

You’d think that a person brewing their own radio station to be kicked into afterburn mode after our filing in October would get the attention of somebody in local media, especially the Times News, which has lackluster readership at best. But no such thing, the ignorance amazes me somehow. I say oh well their loss, but then that’s why YOU depend on HazzardAyre News , right?

Then I read this thing that really caught my eye after looking for something on that overnight crash near Banbury hot springs last night. Two of our trucks responded and after some serious effort tractor, trailer and car were being brought in, but considering the mess, the paper had nothing. Makes ya’ll wonder , why is there even a paper here? It’s the same thing, just a different day or in the case of news another edition. You’d think that prior bad feelings and all would be swept under the rug, given that here’s a news hound, media personality, combined with a tow truck operator that could report, shoot pics and do the recover at the scene, would be of value. Hey I wouldn’t mind throwing a pic or story to ye ole Times News, every once in awhile, but like KMVT, trying to throw down the branch of truce and work together, goes un noticed.

Such is life in the Tragic, once Magic Valley of Idaho.

So I think is there something that could mend fences here? If so I ain’t seen it.

There’s many that say if this is such a cesspool, as you feel it is why not move? The answer is, simply, I was born here, spent the majority of my formative years here 11 all together, here. I know this valley, its people are much better than what is being done. I remember KMVT albeit clumsy at times, was a good station. When Ken Ritchie worked as the main anchor there and was connected to the old KLIX, under Charley Tuma, we as a club had a fairly good relationship with them. Likewise, when the club was doing an event or had something news worthy, the Times News would work with us. Even if it was a few lines on page A8 still got some press ink, but not today.

The fact that a new radio station being brewed inside of what looks like just a private residence at the corner of Washington and Addison, should be neat feature story, but hey the story of the AyreWolvez and the Knytes had a reporter come by, but never went anywhere.

Mostly cause I couldn’t by the nature of national security could not give phone numbers of members. Does the words of deployed have any value to the Times News?

The situation is this, we don’t like to cause fights or create wars, but a bit of give n take and some local press ink, would be nice.

Any mile been up most of the morning, on air delivering Confederate radio to you all night, so while its cool enough to catch a few hours of snooze time, I’ll bid you ado, till around 16:00 hours.

L8R Ya’ll

 

Quote of the Day:
A verbal contract isn’t worth the paper it’s written on.
--Samuel Goldwyn

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Attidudinal adjustment needed

I just read a thing about SyberJet locating in Cedar City Utah. Congrats to Cedar City, but here’s the dilemma I see in Idaho.

Idaho could have just as easily had that assembly plant of business and luxury aircraft as Utah . Yet like all too many things jobs, tax revenue, and all goes south. Question becomes , why? Could it be Idaho, is satisfied with the lowest wages in America, that are not much more if anywhere near minimum wage. Idaho is satisfied with the youth moving out of state, to find sustaining incomes and jobs. Let alone the educational attributes that Utah has, although the pupil to teacher ratio is Idaho’s favor , still one needs to think, are we really satisfied?

Then I see where Times News staffers have personal blogs on the papers site. Here’s a suggestion there Times News, how about putting in quality blogs of your readers?

Open communication done in proper or even a bit critical form, is just not welcome. After all, don’t want to piss off the stockholders.

Just like so much of Idaho.

I saw this right after Dirk Kempthorne left office as Governor.

Dirk had the spirit of real growth. The state had a funds surplus, instead of so much a deficit and debt.

Seems as all too many in Idaho are satisfied to remaining in the 19th century somewhere than advancing to modern 21st century technology, new jobs and even out of the box ideas, and enterprises. The thought of a Nuke power plant near Hammett Idaho made all too many thinking that the radioactive water would make their new born kids and cattle become little green three headed monsters. So it was ultimately defeated. Instead of looking at the concept of a jobs incubator that it could have been. Nope can’t have that. Then there was that outfit in Goon’s Ferry that was working to set up shop turning algae into diesel fuel, that too got killed. I say damn it Idaho wake up, your state is eroding faster than a ditchbank in a mud storm.

In the words of Major Payne, What we need is an attitudunal adjustment , more like a proverbial ball bat up side the head.

L8R Ya’ll

Quote of the Day:
I like pigs. Dogs look up to us. Cats look down on us. Pigs treat us as equals.
--Winston Churchill

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Ya’ll gotta luv it baby

Remember the scene from Good Morning Vietnam, where Adrian Chronhour played by Robin Williams, said , “ Why am I here?” Well today I’m beginning to say and ask that question more each damn day.

This whole mess of Tweaker Flatts over a mere $40.00 a month in service fee’s from a payee service out of Blackfoot. So I ask Charlie to do the gig, he says yes, I move over here even though I was resisting, thinking there might be an opening at A1, over time relocated here from Burley, giving up shop, creature comforts and a bunch of me including a real shop on a promise.

So here I am. Now I stand to loose both a dear friendship, and all simply due to the fact some young over hormoned pregnant gal had to thrash me a new asshole, and Charlie catches it on line. Now Charlie thinks I’m a jerk, feelings are going to get hurt and I’m nearly burned out on this thing called Tweaker Flatts aka Twin Falls Idaho. Lets face it friends the Twin I knew as a youth, is not the Twin Falls I returned to in 2006 on the whim of a tweaker turned dealer looking for a place to do business that I did not know about. Trouble is by the time I caught on, she’d moved away, I was in Heyburn. Moved to Pocky on the idea or rather a con of being an account exec,by a so called manager that thought there was more in the stash than just my cash, for a rising TV station there, then saw this big deal on a nuke power plant in Hammett, so moved back over here and been kicking my ass ever since. By the bottom of the inning, called 2010 into 2011, got back over to Burley, the gal in Blackfoot was way off of her game, either paying the wrong people the wrong amounts at the wrong time or, not paying something’s at all, or detouring projects, example Knytes Hall on main In Burley, which put us behind. then not paying a cable bill of 38.00 that would have enabled me to keep cable, ah the list goes on, but bottom line that didn’t work. The fact is nobody is going to administer funds for someone else like that of someone that has known that other person for a lifetime such as a family member. So here I am, but I have to trust in God that there is an answer here somewhere. In many cases and ways beyond my comprehension that answer is contained in the fellowship of my adopted sister Nancy, not only my adopted sister, but adopted by the Knytes.

But here’s where I’m at odds with some things here.

Here is a vast pond and I’m but one small fish in that pond. I’m looking for help, on a personal level and a spiritual level. So I go to this place called the River Fellowship. Thinking that I was making a connection, I start to relax a bit, then through some misunderstood and idiotic second hand communication one of Nancy’s close live in’s Leslie, goes online and rakes me over the fire. Of course Charlie gets wind of it, and I look like an idiot and created a problem that did not need to be created. While I was able to stabilize that problem still it caused a mess.

There’s are two sayings my Mom used that apply here, one is, “ if you can’t say anything good about another person , just shut up.” The other is, “ Its one thing to allow some people to think your ignorant, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt” , Jesus taught, Its not what goes in thy mouth that causes sickness its what comes out of it that causes pain, and strife.

Social networks like Facebook, Twitter and all the rest give ample ability to all too many to trash someone else, but its like the lady, who was a prostitute who came to Jesus seeking healing of her sins, all too many including Jesus’ apostles asked why heal her? Jesus replied, do not condemn this lady, as to all, to all who are without sin , cast the first stone. As the population was wanting to crucify the lady. In essence, if your thinking your all of that , best look in the mirror. The demon your condemning just might be that person staring back at you. When your looking to thinking your above all the rest , remember this parable as well, “ The bird that flys to high, usually ends up in a manure pile” God will create something in your life that will bring you down to earth and level your understanding. There is only one that is of a higher power and that is our savior Jesus Christ, NOT YOU!!

Then I get to thinking of Charlie. Charlie, yells and screams and gets pissed at everything, just like a Marine drill Instructor. Yet deep down Charlie has the compassion of even the most lofty of pastors and priests. Who else, only on the word, of just a friend of mine, gives the keys to a rollback toew truck and says go haul cars, without even knowing that person? Who takes over the financial stability of a person, on the basis of a friendship? Who does that? Nobody.

Consider the plight of the Jew who was beaten by the bandits and thieves , lying on the roadside, bones broken, bleeding , First the priest who you would think would stop and help, goes to the other side of the road, and passes the Jew, in disgust. Then came the Levite, who also passed by in disgust, yet here came the Samaritan who tended to the wounded man, took him to a inn, and gave money to the innkeeper to care for the man until that Samaritan could return. Think of Charlie as that good Samaritan. Sure Charlie and I have our out times, I don’t always agree with his methods, Charlie runs A1, I run Dixie, but that said, he could have thrown me to the coyotes, but he didn’t. Isn’t it too bad that all too many want to find fault rather than show some kindness like Charlie or Nancy does? More over I am so thankful for the members of the Knytes, including Rick, and all. Early this Friday morning, I awoke with another small clot in my leg, like I have on occasion. I thought I was on my way to the hospital, but I made a call to a club member close by, he shows, got some Goody’s in me, and into the tub, and now by later this morning I can at least walk, and by this afternoon should be okay. But I could be seeing my savior a bit sooner than I have planned if it were not for my bro’s.

But to all its faults, yes I think this area needs a real attitude and common sense adjustment, just what the Knytes, through HazzardAyre are working on every hour, still, there is good here.

Like I said, Ya’ll got to love it baby.

L8R Ya’ll

Quote of the Day:
He is poor who does not feel content.
--Japanese proverb

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The things that make you wonder don’t it?

Ever get into something or around something and then get to wonder? Why did I or why did they do that?

Now it’s not that I’m ungrateful or anything because I am, but considering how Big c and his wife are so thrilled about handling my finances I need to wonder, why’d they do that? If they don’t like me very much and just love to find fault, heck we could have done that at a distance, with me in burley and them here. Me in burley would’ve meant, cable tv, free internet, shop, and $140.00 left over each month, but at least I’d’ve had a shop still. But I’m here, trying hard as heck to piece together this radio station, and instead of getting support , I get, nah ya’ll can’t do that, and the subject at the Twin Falls area womens conference ya’ll know the one, where all the women in Twin Falls get together to gossip. Must’ve been fun cause it don’t matter none, whether it’s a date, or on air somebody, I don’t get lucky unless I get well outta Twin and either up IF way or out yonder in Pocatello, then I get a okay, but here no way, does make ya’ll wonder don’t it.

No problemo amigo, and while this is going to take time, about a year or so, done made the decision to start doing what needs to be done with finding quarters and all up IF way, or out near Pocatello, get the rides put together well enough to make the trip get a U-Haul trailer and get my fanny out of here. have the gal who managed SSI funds in Blackfoot do it again, but put me in a spot where I can live again.

Any way look to going out to the River to church, only because Nancy is.

As far as worshiping I can do that at home.

However this very well may be the last time I go out to the River to services.

Let you know after.

L8R Ya’ll

Quote of the Day:
Men achieve a certain greatness unawares, when working to another aim.
--Ralph Waldo Emerson

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SSX is back

     

Before I get it on here, going to say this to the lingering subjects of this past week or so.

The solution? As for the River Fellowship whatever it is, I ain’t going back there. Looking at this one place just down from A1 auto lot called Higher Ground Ministries, but outside of that, I’ll gather with my bros on Sundays do our church, as I have learned at the River trying to be friendly and open don’t get you anywhere. The place needs help, its beyond me so I put that in gods hands, and I am now moving on. To bad good things could have happened there, but now I know why Jared and Charlie don’t go there.

Okay, early this morning the club guys were sitting around, at coffee, the idea to roll out something for us on up on two wheels, with the southern touch. So the first thing that popped in mind was Rebel Ryder, sounds good but already done, so I thought what about our old buddy Southern Steele?

So we are to take it back out for a test drive.

Any mile, I love our sis Nancy and all, but I’m done wasting gas and effort going to the river and I’m thinking certain friends of mine are as well.

The River got too big for its britches, and it now has way too many holes in it to stay afloat long , we see, but not for me.

L8R Ya’ll

 

Quote of the Day:
I do not agree with a word that you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
--Voltaire

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