Ya’ll gotta luv it baby

Remember the scene from Good Morning Vietnam, where Adrian Chronhour played by Robin Williams, said , “ Why am I here?” Well today I’m beginning to say and ask that question more each damn day.

This whole mess of Tweaker Flatts over a mere $40.00 a month in service fee’s from a payee service out of Blackfoot. So I ask Charlie to do the gig, he says yes, I move over here even though I was resisting, thinking there might be an opening at A1, over time relocated here from Burley, giving up shop, creature comforts and a bunch of me including a real shop on a promise.

So here I am. Now I stand to loose both a dear friendship, and all simply due to the fact some young over hormoned pregnant gal had to thrash me a new asshole, and Charlie catches it on line. Now Charlie thinks I’m a jerk, feelings are going to get hurt and I’m nearly burned out on this thing called Tweaker Flatts aka Twin Falls Idaho. Lets face it friends the Twin I knew as a youth, is not the Twin Falls I returned to in 2006 on the whim of a tweaker turned dealer looking for a place to do business that I did not know about. Trouble is by the time I caught on, she’d moved away, I was in Heyburn. Moved to Pocky on the idea or rather a con of being an account exec,by a so called manager that thought there was more in the stash than just my cash, for a rising TV station there, then saw this big deal on a nuke power plant in Hammett, so moved back over here and been kicking my ass ever since. By the bottom of the inning, called 2010 into 2011, got back over to Burley, the gal in Blackfoot was way off of her game, either paying the wrong people the wrong amounts at the wrong time or, not paying something’s at all, or detouring projects, example Knytes Hall on main In Burley, which put us behind. then not paying a cable bill of 38.00 that would have enabled me to keep cable, ah the list goes on, but bottom line that didn’t work. The fact is nobody is going to administer funds for someone else like that of someone that has known that other person for a lifetime such as a family member. So here I am, but I have to trust in God that there is an answer here somewhere. In many cases and ways beyond my comprehension that answer is contained in the fellowship of my adopted sister Nancy, not only my adopted sister, but adopted by the Knytes.

But here’s where I’m at odds with some things here.

Here is a vast pond and I’m but one small fish in that pond. I’m looking for help, on a personal level and a spiritual level. So I go to this place called the River Fellowship. Thinking that I was making a connection, I start to relax a bit, then through some misunderstood and idiotic second hand communication one of Nancy’s close live in’s Leslie, goes online and rakes me over the fire. Of course Charlie gets wind of it, and I look like an idiot and created a problem that did not need to be created. While I was able to stabilize that problem still it caused a mess.

There’s are two sayings my Mom used that apply here, one is, “ if you can’t say anything good about another person , just shut up.” The other is, “ Its one thing to allow some people to think your ignorant, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt” , Jesus taught, Its not what goes in thy mouth that causes sickness its what comes out of it that causes pain, and strife.

Social networks like Facebook, Twitter and all the rest give ample ability to all too many to trash someone else, but its like the lady, who was a prostitute who came to Jesus seeking healing of her sins, all too many including Jesus’ apostles asked why heal her? Jesus replied, do not condemn this lady, as to all, to all who are without sin , cast the first stone. As the population was wanting to crucify the lady. In essence, if your thinking your all of that , best look in the mirror. The demon your condemning just might be that person staring back at you. When your looking to thinking your above all the rest , remember this parable as well, “ The bird that flys to high, usually ends up in a manure pile” God will create something in your life that will bring you down to earth and level your understanding. There is only one that is of a higher power and that is our savior Jesus Christ, NOT YOU!!

Then I get to thinking of Charlie. Charlie, yells and screams and gets pissed at everything, just like a Marine drill Instructor. Yet deep down Charlie has the compassion of even the most lofty of pastors and priests. Who else, only on the word, of just a friend of mine, gives the keys to a rollback toew truck and says go haul cars, without even knowing that person? Who takes over the financial stability of a person, on the basis of a friendship? Who does that? Nobody.

Consider the plight of the Jew who was beaten by the bandits and thieves , lying on the roadside, bones broken, bleeding , First the priest who you would think would stop and help, goes to the other side of the road, and passes the Jew, in disgust. Then came the Levite, who also passed by in disgust, yet here came the Samaritan who tended to the wounded man, took him to a inn, and gave money to the innkeeper to care for the man until that Samaritan could return. Think of Charlie as that good Samaritan. Sure Charlie and I have our out times, I don’t always agree with his methods, Charlie runs A1, I run Dixie, but that said, he could have thrown me to the coyotes, but he didn’t. Isn’t it too bad that all too many want to find fault rather than show some kindness like Charlie or Nancy does? More over I am so thankful for the members of the Knytes, including Rick, and all. Early this Friday morning, I awoke with another small clot in my leg, like I have on occasion. I thought I was on my way to the hospital, but I made a call to a club member close by, he shows, got some Goody’s in me, and into the tub, and now by later this morning I can at least walk, and by this afternoon should be okay. But I could be seeing my savior a bit sooner than I have planned if it were not for my bro’s.

But to all its faults, yes I think this area needs a real attitude and common sense adjustment, just what the Knytes, through HazzardAyre are working on every hour, still, there is good here.

Like I said, Ya’ll got to love it baby.

L8R Ya’ll

Quote of the Day:
He is poor who does not feel content.
--Japanese proverb

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The things that make you wonder don’t it?

Ever get into something or around something and then get to wonder? Why did I or why did they do that?

Now it’s not that I’m ungrateful or anything because I am, but considering how Big c and his wife are so thrilled about handling my finances I need to wonder, why’d they do that? If they don’t like me very much and just love to find fault, heck we could have done that at a distance, with me in burley and them here. Me in burley would’ve meant, cable tv, free internet, shop, and $140.00 left over each month, but at least I’d’ve had a shop still. But I’m here, trying hard as heck to piece together this radio station, and instead of getting support , I get, nah ya’ll can’t do that, and the subject at the Twin Falls area womens conference ya’ll know the one, where all the women in Twin Falls get together to gossip. Must’ve been fun cause it don’t matter none, whether it’s a date, or on air somebody, I don’t get lucky unless I get well outta Twin and either up IF way or out yonder in Pocatello, then I get a okay, but here no way, does make ya’ll wonder don’t it.

No problemo amigo, and while this is going to take time, about a year or so, done made the decision to start doing what needs to be done with finding quarters and all up IF way, or out near Pocatello, get the rides put together well enough to make the trip get a U-Haul trailer and get my fanny out of here. have the gal who managed SSI funds in Blackfoot do it again, but put me in a spot where I can live again.

Any way look to going out to the River to church, only because Nancy is.

As far as worshiping I can do that at home.

However this very well may be the last time I go out to the River to services.

Let you know after.

L8R Ya’ll

Quote of the Day:
Men achieve a certain greatness unawares, when working to another aim.
--Ralph Waldo Emerson

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SSX is back

     

Before I get it on here, going to say this to the lingering subjects of this past week or so.

The solution? As for the River Fellowship whatever it is, I ain’t going back there. Looking at this one place just down from A1 auto lot called Higher Ground Ministries, but outside of that, I’ll gather with my bros on Sundays do our church, as I have learned at the River trying to be friendly and open don’t get you anywhere. The place needs help, its beyond me so I put that in gods hands, and I am now moving on. To bad good things could have happened there, but now I know why Jared and Charlie don’t go there.

Okay, early this morning the club guys were sitting around, at coffee, the idea to roll out something for us on up on two wheels, with the southern touch. So the first thing that popped in mind was Rebel Ryder, sounds good but already done, so I thought what about our old buddy Southern Steele?

So we are to take it back out for a test drive.

Any mile, I love our sis Nancy and all, but I’m done wasting gas and effort going to the river and I’m thinking certain friends of mine are as well.

The River got too big for its britches, and it now has way too many holes in it to stay afloat long , we see, but not for me.

L8R Ya’ll

 

Quote of the Day:
I do not agree with a word that you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
--Voltaire

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I always love things that are spread 2nd and third hand

I always love conversations that start as something overheard or misunderstood of what I said to someone then seems to spread faster than a fire through tumbleweed.

Somehow this started a week ago Thursday to go to a men's Bible study, I went, the person that invited me wasn’t there, someone else taught the lesson, and I expressed disappointment that the person that invited me wasn’t there, mostly cause I like fellowshipping with him. Okay so the lesson done, I go watch the River’ baseball game. When I said the team needed help, I was in short volunteering myself to help, no more no less.

So Saturday night came, I was dry and hot, invited this long hair to tea or coffee at the Depot, kind of a reaching out, as a extension of fellowship. During the conversation I repeatedly described me as the wolf in amongst the sheep. Hey its an image I have worked long and hard to make a household name and brand. Its in the spirit of AYREWOLF-(Airwolf) no more no less. The origin is I was branded that by a CO in the USMC aboard ship once, it stuck, used it as my call sign in the air. No more no less.

Somehow this high octane canine thing got repeated that I called my friend the wolf in amongst the sheep, really? I do not give up my title easy, why would I say someone else is the wolf in amongst the sheep.

It’s the same carpetbagging stuff Yankee’s said about Confederates years ago, about how southern plantation owners would abuse and torture their slaves, thing is these workers, not slaves but workers, helped plant crops, tend to crops and livestock and bring in the harvest. You do not beat your valuable assets.

Yet there are too many that will say otherwise as they do not know the facts.

In the Knytes there is a part of the club called The Honor Guard. Wen any member especially a founding members honor is at stake the person doing the defaming or dishonoring will be dealt with very seriously.

But I’m slightly getting off course.

My thing is I had a very long discussion with a Pastor, met with my dear little sis Nancy last night, over pizza, everything was put to sleep, I thought, yet it reared its ugly head again tonight.

Pastor Bryan told me to meet with the person involved and settle this dispute as it says to in the bible. However I will not do this at the church as it dishonors the church and God.

Now its not that this long hair Kenny does not know my phone number he has it, its not that big of a mystery to my phone number its written on the top of my fender on both sides of the truck, in fact the last 4 numbers of my phone number spell : W-O-L-F, is that too hard to figure out?

Do I think that all too many Yankee’s are misguided? Yes, did I take up the ministry and duty to get Yankee’s headed in the right direction, yes. Even so its not just one person.

So where this Don or whatever got off track I’ll never know. Like I told him, if I’m pissed at someone they’ll know it. I’ll be in their face. But saying something on a Sunday morning after services and then not sticking around to explain what the heck is going on, then catching crap from the Pastor over it, and on Sunday afternoon, when I have no dang Idea what the thing is,

would someone explain it to me, please?

Anyway, yes I still go to the River, Sunday nights. No more, no less. And not so much fellowshipping even at that, it don’t pay.

L8R Ya’ll

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The degree of one's emotion varies inversely with one's knowledge of the facts - the less you know the hotter you get.
--Bertrand Russell

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Knytes Code: God,Club,Unit, family. Everything else after that.

Monday’s over and I’m feeling a bit more uplifted

So I went out to meet with the Pastor, discussed things, and all that is missing is the one that feels offended.

Donny is supposed to call Nancy, since I don’t have his number, and discuss things, get it solved on a one on one basis as

it says to in the bible, although the only one I trust from the River fully is Nancy.

This is not saying everything is everything, what it does mean is, I go, worship, leave, and don’t do much so called fellowshipping, it don’t

pay to do so there.

The fact is though understand, I’m a Knyte first, River parishioner second. If you get in my face, don’t be surprised if we discuss it outside.

The traffic was heavy today, going over in a second or two to see Nancy and discuss that mess, I found a few more things on that Durango, that needs attention, but considering she’s planning a California trip next month, best get it gone through all the way.

I’ll talk about the California invasion on the show overnight, but I want to ask you, do you think that all these new move ins from California helped or hurt Idaho? I think its hurt our state. Instead of economic growth and a bit more progressive thought pattern, what has happened is , all those that moved in from California especially southern California brought their narcotics, their fears, and some of their gang activity. On the latter, fair warning, The Knytes protect southern Idaho, leave your stuff at the border.

Any way , long day.

See ya’ll on the radio.

 

Quote of the Day:
If you’re looking for friends when you need them…it’s too late.
--Mark Twain

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Its easy to point fingers

Excuse me if I haven’t been desexed or depantsed, thing is I have a normal genuine, level of human male and albeit need to be reined in a bit, carnal natural feelings and urges.

Okay Sunday the one day in June of a near big bang explosion, in Tweaker Flatts.

Normally I only go to evening services at the River. Traffic is lighter, building cooler, not as many childrens, and Bacon is preaching.

But out of a mere act of kindness cause I think the guy could use a friend, I invited this dude named Kenny out for coffee. we went, we chatted, thinking all good, I was about to close out the show , but decided to put it on DXB auto pilot, and go out to the river for Sunday services.

So I get out there, this asshole who is part of that nemesis of mine, KMVT acted like such a horses ass, that I wanted to just kick his boney little ass all over that chapel, then say look buttwipe treat elders and old Marines with respect. If I say, your sorry ass had better say hello back.

I didn’t of course as I tried to be civil. Trust me, many things will come out at the meeting with a pastor there at The River, at 15:00 , but its just this kind of thing that turns so many off of going to Church, anymore. We can learn of and about God, Jesus, pray and all on our own. But let me tell you what a real religion and church service is.

A real Church or religious service, is riding down to the bottom of the canyon on two wheels, sitting in a circle by a grill, with some cheese sandwiches, some soda pop, the bible, somebody teaching a lesson, singing a song or two, getting back on your bike, stopping maybe once more for a soda, then going home on your own. All being friendly, none judgmental, and really being brothers and sisters.

This mess at the River, has got a humongous building, their chests are all puffed out, many there act like they walk on water like that Donny guy, and I can’t wait to watch him and that church fall.

Then I come home, go to look on my Facebook, and here’s this Leslie chick jumping my shit.

Something again about carnal needs. Okay I grant you, I am not in a steady one one one, relationship, not even near to marriage, yes I’m looking, is this wrong? No. Am I wyld, heck yes I admit it, I am now and always will be an anti-establishment, anti conformist, fight the system rebel, I can only be what I am. I can’t put on a mask, go to church look one way, or go to dinner at a friends and put on a front. I am, what I am, if you want me as a friend accept me as I am, or don’t and I no longer will darken the door. But the way that Leslie put it, dang you’d thought I screwed one of those poodles.

Who came up to who first and wanted on radio? Hmmm? I extended both the kindness of my heart and earthly friendship. What did I do to get my arm chewed off?  Certainly not the idea I wanted to make hay. Sure I looked at Maria and that Ashley on being talent, hey I’m always looking for that we do a lot of casting, but the only and I repeat ONLY WOMAN at that damn River Fellowship that I thought I’d like to be with, is that Josie, thing is I have spent so much time making so called friends with Nancy and extended family, that I ignored Josey(however her name is spelled).

No I do not look at all women as meat, but I do look at them as talent, at least on TV talent, as far as the younger ones, did somebody miss the fact that the club OUR club, is doing up a rendition of the Disney Channel comedy Shake It Up? Of course I’m looking at younger talent. Don’t mean I want to date one.

Am I ruff around the edges? Sure, in Star Trek speak, I’m not a Borg, resistance is not futile, I will not assimilate. I’m going to be the loving, kind, honest , and believing person God created me to be. The only reason I cut my hair was the fact driving it got in my face, on my bike it got in my face, and couldn’t work on rods, without it getting in everything. Otherwise it’d still be on my head. By the time next year or so after I have moved to eastern Idaho, it’ll have grown back. But thank you Leslie, for showing me there are as many female ___itches in this Tragic Valley, city of Tweaker Flatts, as there was when I left in 2000, thing is like the river after mid month next month after Testimony meeting, I ain’t coming back.

But its easy to point fingers, when we forget to look in the mirror.

For now I go to church with the Knytes-of-Anarchy, no more, certainly not less.

Quote of the Day:
A great many people think they are thinking when they are merely rearranging their prejudices.
--William James

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Oh I went to church, but I think for the next to the last time.

So I broke tradition, got off air and went to church in the morning. Guess what SSDD, that’s right Same stuff, Different Day. So got a meeting with a Pastor in the afternoon Monday, if the problems I’m finding are not able to be corrected, then as much as I love seeing Nancy and her bunch, or Peggy and her’s I will not go again.

First that little butt wipe Donny has to start crap, again if it were not at church or in church, he’d be wearing his mouth on the back of his ass, getting ready to meet God , much sooner than he is planning. The next thing tried to make conversation with the media crew there, this one jerk would not even acknowledge I was there.

Bottom line, I’m looking for another place to worship, but not before I let em have it with both barrels and explain why someone else left the River. I hear the LightHouse welcomes people, going to go check that out next week.

But the end zone of this gig, is to establish the Church of Confederate Star, and like everything else, let the Knytes-of-Anarchy, as confederates, show some idiotic Yankees what a church is really like and how they should behave.

Going to evening meetings, so headed for bed for a bit.

Talk at ya’ll overnight on the radio.

Stay Tuned,

Quote of the Day:
The thing I hate about an argument is that it always interrupts a good discussion.
--G.K. Chesterton

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